Masochist Lyrics

Got so much going on

Haven't felt like me in months

Life has been leaving me numb

Oh, what have I become

And my therapist is gone

So I get to be doing it wrong

Mistakes are what make me feel strong

I'll let them be leading me on

Do it to myself

It's all my fault

I don't want the help

I want it all

The hell and the heartbreak, the downfall

It's self assault

I want someone to set me on fire

So I feel the burn

Mess me around, got no self concern

Need someone to stab me, with their words

I'll hand you the knife, so you know it's your turn

Cause I'm a Masochist, oh

Masochist, oh

I think I'm in love with the hurt

I'm a masochist, oh

Masochist, oh

Don't think I'll ever learn, oh

All my excitement bleeds into dread

Do I really want this?

Is this how it ends?

I'm broken and breaking the more I give in

I'm living in sin

Do it to myself

It's all my fault

I don't want the help

I want it all

The hell and the heartbreak, the downfall

It's self assault

I want someone to set me on fire

So I feel the burn

Mess me around, got no self concern

Need someone to stab me, with their words

I'll hand you the knife, so you know it's your turn

Cause I'm a Masochist, oh

Masochist, oh

I think I'm in love with the hurt

I'm a masochist, oh

Masochist, oh

Don't think I'll ever learn, oh

I do it to myself

It's all my fault

I don't want the help

I want it all

The hell and the heartbreak, the downfall

It's self assault

I want someone to set me on fire

So I'd feel the burn

Mess me around, got no self concern

Need someone to stab me, with their words

I'll hand you the knife, so you know it's your turn

Cause I'm a Masochist, oh

Masochist, oh

I think I'm in love with the hurt

I'm a masochist, oh

Masochist, oh

Don't think I'll ever learn, oh x2