NEVER BEEN HERE Lyrics

Never been here before, guess it's time to explore

This version of myself cause I know I can do more

Still working on me, still working on me

Sometimes it's hard for me to see outside my POV

Living in my head so long, turn me awkward socially

Been a lot on my mind, and it's sitting heavily

While I head down this journey, I just want clarity

Even if Ion have kids, I'ma leave legacies

This for all the ones around who seen the great in me

Rumors of insurance policies floating consciously

That's why it's been bout two years since I had some sleep Lord look after me

No more self abuse, no more looking at my life like I gave all

I could give

No more looking at my life like I do not want to live

Just gotta walk around in my truth

I'm in a whole new chapter and it's called living proof

It's called, give me all of my soul ties back

It's called, fell down, watch a nigga bounce back

It's called, take the knives out they put in my back

It's called, I'm defined by my future

Never been here before, guess it's time to explore

This version of myself cause I know I can do more

Still working on me, still working on me

And my favorite place to do that is on the interstate

Might ride the whole 285 just to get a mental break

You know usually I'll roll a blunt and try to vent

But something about this part of my life is different

It ain't easy when alcohol get a hold of your friends

It ain't easy recovering from traumatic events

Lost some memories so around my people I try to pretend

Like I'm still here, but I think they know that I checked out

Just last month, I was tryna take myself out

God snatched me up like hold on, it's another route

Still got things to do young man, make your grandma proud

Everything gon' be good, long as she looking down

Never been here before, guess it's time to explore

This version of myself cause I know I can do more

Still working on me, still working on me