she loathes me. Lyrics

I don't wanna talk

You're wrapped within my arms

Leave me back, I'm trapped with your heart

Just say I love you

I know it's hard to

When I lost your trust

I know it's hard to love

That night, where I lost everything

You were mine, and I lost that piece of me

When I couldn't feel your touch

Or hear your voice

Everything's dark, you leave no choice

Make me bleed or just break me into pieces

Everyone's up and leaving

I don't know what I'm seeing

What do I believe?

I believe, I believe you loathe me

Was it when, was it when, when I left?

I know you don't like me like you used to

Put me in disdain or despair

Everything's hard, it's hell

Everything is bleak

When did I turn meek?

Bleak and blank, looking, everyone's worried

I don't know what I got for me

What's there to leave?

I lost part of me in a week

I lost all of you in a day

One line, one text, gone away

And she'll never want me back

Thoughts around my head, yeah, it's lapped

Ruts I'm in, I'm rotting with my choices

I don't want to hear any of the noises

Cover up my ears

I don't wanna hear what you have to say

I know you don't love me back

Stuck in here, I feel attacked

Maybe I just feel attached

Don't leave it up to me

I don't want to see

You with another man

Why can't I be your plan?