Wonderment Lyrics

Wonder how to live

Wonder how to heal

Only know to give

Never to receive

Wonder how to love

Wonder how to leave

Only know to speak

Never to believe

Wonder where it's going this time

Would I even know if you lied?

Quick to trust and be deceived

But what is love if not belief?

What is trust but blind faith grounded in your mind games

I can only lie in wait and see if you will lie again

Don't know why I try again, more hopeless than romantic

Wanna see the sky again, more depressive than manic

But it's not as bad as it seems, I mean

I believe the chase is all a part of the dream

Conceiving, believing, preceding the achievement you see

Seeking love means that you cannot be afraid to

Appease, concede, leave, and repeat

Wonder how to live

Wonder how to heal

Only know to give

Never to receive

Wonder how to love

Wonder how to leave

Only know to speak

Never to believe

Wonder how to stop, time in a box

The key inside, no way to unlock

A fear of mine, the fear resides

Deep inside the heart

The plans I see are fantasy

Only 'til they're not

Sparks in the light were once shots in the dark

I refuse to choose between real and artistic

And I'll never write a lyric that could make me a statistic

But the hardest part of being different is the indecision

Must I be relatable so the indifferent see the vision?

What I am, I am, and I am so much they're not

What I have, I have, and I have so much I wanted

But my drive, my pride, deep inside it wants more

There's a dark side to ambition and I constantly

Wonder how to live with myself, my hand dealt, and I

Wonder how to heal, the feeling is real, seeing how I

Only know to give, your cup is filled to the brim, but I

(Never do) to receive, believe me I'm healing, seeing why I

Wonder how to love, is it enough, or just too much, I

Wonder how to leave, not only how, but when, 'cause I

Only know to speak, I think out loud, but then it's true I

Never (do) to believe, the feeling's complete

You see why I wonder how to