Nothing Left To Say Lyrics

For the past 18 years

My life was constantly changing

I just graduated high school

Now it feels like I have made it

There are times when I'm distracted

Times where I'm overreacting

I'm autistic, but I'm average

Following my music passion

There are moments where I'm feeling lost

And I'm drowning in my thoughts

Does 18 mean anything or not?

The first day of spring, I became an adult

I got nothing left to say

There is nothing in my brain

I cannot find the words this time

If you ask me, I don't know why

If you ask me, I don't know why

If you ask me, I don't know why

I decided to wait on love

And instead, I will be working

That don't mean I'm out of luck

Doesn't mean that I am hurting

I used to have a reputation

Where everyone hated me

Back when I was growing up

I did not have anything

Nostalgia is one hell of a drug

Feeling good, golden as fuck

I won't pay attention to what's outside

I hope that she is still on my side

I got nothing left to say

There is nothing in my brain

I cannot find the words this time

If you ask me, I don't know why

If you ask me, I don't know why

This next part's going to be a mouthful

But here we go

This was my new beginning

Yeah, you were my little spring fling

What the hell am I to do

Because I know you won't remember me

Such a hopeless romantic

Who used to have all the freedom

But the king has been dethroned

I'm not doing alright

Believe me when I said I lost my mind to you

Because I'm always on the run

What if I'm trapped inside my head?

Was it a dream or was it not?

No, there is nothing left to say

You already showed me the way

The future makes me so afraid

She's not around for what I made

HUH-LAY-WUH is the correct way to say my last name

It's about time I put my worries to the side once again

Thank you all for being with me all this fucking time

There is nothing left to say

So I guess this is goodbye

For real this time