Selfishly Indulgent Lyrics

Woke up and learned I miss you more than I thought I ever would

I already knew I wanted you in ways that I can't and that I shouldn't

Somebody said I'd like to know how it feels to crush her

Then when they did I hid under sheets until the torment was finished

Until the torment was finished

But now I am open

But now I am selfishly indulgent

Driving around I gape at the view

Surprised by the beauty

I wasn't expecting something so unexpected

To be so easy

I look to my left and you're looking straight at me

I try to step back but it comes so naturally

Made the first move after telling you not to

So blame this all on me

Yeah blame this all on me

Cause now

I am open

Cause now

I am selfishly indulgent

Somehow, no longer broken

I am all the way down, submerging in your ocean

Who I am, now I'm with you

Is someone different, so brand new

Who I was, in the before

Is someone that I now ignore

Who I am, now I'm with you

Is someone different, so brand new

Who I was, in the before

Is someone I don't recognize anymore

Anymore

Cause now I am open

Yeah now I am selfishly indulgent