T Told Me Lyrics

Yo

It's getting harder for me to navigate, but I've got a vision I know I have to chase

Moving easy, I'm taking it as a jog I ain't rushing

This ain't a sprint but some people still want to have a race

Early stages, but I see they've started burning out

Twice as efficient, but I only move at half the pace

So affected by judgment, I know I can't escape it

Embedded deep in my mental that I just can't erase

Complicated, I'm hoping to have it figured out. Got one shot at the bucket, I know I have to make

There's a risk I might never be who I'm meant to be

But it's okay, cause I'm grateful I got to rap today

Many nights I get lonely, I'm like a castaway

All this pressure been flooding my mind I struggle to cry

Anxiety's hitting me like a crashing wave

Too many problems in front of me, that I have to face

And I have to face them and take them on one at a time

I know my mom would look amazing with a new Louis bag

So I'm bound to have a couple hanging under my eyes. Fully stuck in the grind.

Not affected by the ones that truly want to demise, it's fake love in disguise, for real

Can't say nothing to me, 'cause when I fall, I just bounce right back like AWB

You getting done in these streets but that still ain't enough

Cause even on my rainy days you man is still getting sonned

Ain't no way that I be giving them love 'cause I'm not talking by the meal

When I tell you they been dishing me subs. You lend a hand, you end up giving up a leg and an arm

They're so jealous that you finished but they haven't tried to get to the start

Many nights where I was heavily starved. Too many times where I was left with a scar

You couldn't fake the damage

And time just hasn't been the greatest bandage

I'm reminiscing on my tainted chances

An ex I should've taken out, I used to take for granted

I didn't realize my blessing till I didn't have it anymore

She's moving on, I'm moving up in life. She's doing something good, I'm doing something nice

Though we moved in different directions, right when you left, I still felt the connection

I'm overstepping, it's so upsetting to realize that you're the type of girl I needed the most

It's kind of wild I wasn't keeping you close

You ain't the type of girl you sneak into the house. You're the type of girl you bring to your home,

I hope you know the difference. I know all my brothers know the difference

Type of shit you get to see when you stick together

And we don't mention what we're bringing to the table, we're just happy we can sit together

Cause we've been together. And made the times we have live forever

Head high, but I'm rolling deep I'm working hard enough to roam the street and notice people notice me

You see, this is the life that I chose

While I'm sticking to my lane, you're on the side of the road

Riding alone, my nights get quiet and cold

It's many times I've contemplated getting high when I'm low, for real

T told me keep going 'cause it's right there and keep your head down till the sky clears

Feels like I hardly take the right steps. I act like I'm calm, but I'm quite scared

Yeah, I'm quite scared and life taught me not to fight fear. They spoke about me like I might care,

But I'm chasing all my dreams while I'm running from my nightmares

I keep my head high, but I'm laying low, I'm moving steady as I take it slow

Too many think that they can take control

I see that trying to dress the part got you thinkin' that you could play the role

Been out of sight 'cause I been makin' notes