under my skin Lyrics

I feel like I'm losing me

But I don't wanna believe

That our destinies

Aren't by our design

But reality sinks in

When I battle my demons

That we never had control of our lives

Awake but frozen here

I'm paralyzed by fear

A fear of what I'm becoming

I don't deserve to live

This damage can't be fixed

I wish right now I could feel nothing

I fell victim to

Taking for granted

The things that I love

And now they're gone

I regret and I wish

But there isn't more chances

To say goodbye

For the last time

I feel like I'm losing me

But I don't wanna believe

That our destinies

Aren't by our design

But reality sinks in

When I battle my demons

That we never had control of our lives

I'm like a moth to a flame

Forever lost in the pain

But I'll still give it all

For you

Cuz I have nothing left to lose

I've seen thousands of souls

That succumb to ascension

Howling for help

But there's noone to listen now

I'm screaming aloud

But noone replies

Except the voice inside my mind

I fell victim to

Taking for granted

The things that I love

And now they're gone

I regret and I wish

But there isn't more chances

To say goodbye

I'm begging why

Do we just heal

Only to hurt

Do we freeze to feel the burn

Why do we breathe

Just to choke

Do we beg when losing hope

Why do we scream

Why do we cry

When there's nothing left inside

I guess the blame's on me

For your bloody knife

So when I stab your back don't be surprised

I feel like I'm losing me

But I don't wanna believe

That our destinies

Aren't by our design

But reality sinks in

When I battle my demons

That we never had control of our lives

I'm like a moth to a flame

Forever lost in the pain

But I'll still give it all

For you

Cuz I have nothing left to lose

I've seen thousands of souls

That succumb to ascension

Howling for help

But there's noone to listen now

My mind is two faced

So I am to blame

When you're under my skin