NiNeTeeN Lyrics

At 19 I was posted with a bottle

I'm drinking I'm drinking "drinking"

Tryna fill the void in my heart I'm sinking I'm sinking "sinking"

Been riding round with the bros

We living the life

Got a pretty girl by my side

I'm going crazy tonight "I'm going dumb"

Tryna kill my pains with pleasures

I'm grinding I'm stacking up treasures

I still feel empty inside

My knees getting weak from the pressure

Been tryna run from God

I'm ducking the words from the preacher

I'm screaming we back outside

Cus I'm tired of being a loner "I'm tired"

Does anybody feels like this

I've been going on and on

Feel like I'm stuck in the maze

I'm young and I'm out of place

I'm not tryna lose it all

I'm not tryna lose my faith

I'm disappointed in the church out here in LA

I'm from the south

In the south we do church, yall feel me

Church a lil different out here

Church out here a lil Hollywood

I when to this one church

I see bro got baptized with a Bluetooth in his Ear

Hold on Bishop

Yeah I'm back now we can hit the club later on Tonight if you want to haha

Yeah

Okay

Bishop you wanna go too

Yeah

Make that 3 on the guest list if you don't mind

You ever went to church and have a prayer Request and somebody end up telling your Business in the prayer request

At 19 I didn't love myself

I was tryna find my worth

19 I was stuck in circles

Struggling I just need some help

19 I was in the dark

Heartbroken tryna hide my scars

19 I was hurting

Was lose but you found me ohhh

At 19 I was hurting

I was lose and you found me ohhh

At 19 I was hurting

I was lose and you found me

Young and I'm searching for purpose

Leaning on God and I'm ducking the purple

I had to work on my mental

I had to break out the circles

Is it worth it

Am I worthy

Can I look in the mirror and love me

Had to break off the lies that they told me

Had to break off the chains that they sold me

It took me a minute to love me

I was press by the way that they judged me

They distorted the way that I saw me

Now I know that you love and you chose me

And I'm chosen

And I'm chosen

And I'm chosen

And I'm chosen

And I'm chosen

And I'm chosen

And I'm chosen

And I'm chosen

Huhhhhhhhhhh

At 19 I was hurting

I was lost and you found me ohhh

At 19 I was hurting

I was lost and you found me ohhh

At 19 I was hurting

I was lost and you found me ohhh

At 19 I was hurting

I was lost and you found me

Yeah yeah yeah

Yeah yeah skrrrr skrrr

Yeah yeah yeah

Skrrr skrrr

Yeah yeah

Skrr skrrr

Yeah yeah skrrrr skrrr

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