OT Freestyle Lyrics

I'm at the end the end of my rope

Might take that fent resort to dope

I burn bridges

Can't get enough of pain and smoke

I hate those

Those who come to close

Ever wonder why I been alone?

Always got a lump in my throat

I hate myself I hate these cloths

I hate this bottle and I hate this hoes

Hung that noose from above my bed

Jumped off felt the rope grip my neck

I can't breathe

That's what you get

Wake up boy it ain't time to rest

Dreamt of the day I got chains and bread

Now I hope on a day where my kids are fed

Or a day I don't wanna be dead

Or a day I don't wake up depressed

101 in my my cup uh huh

Rock bottom feel better than top uh huh

Fuck these hoes and fuck this chop

Swig from the bottle I don't do Shots

Wanna be a red motherfucker

Violet dead MOTHERFUCKER

Nod your head motherfucker

Layin still in Gutter

I'm so depressed and I keep it undercover

I can be a better lover

I can't be a better brother

You won't have to suffer

When i clear out my brain

Set my record straight

When im fresh out the Cage

lookin at me strange

Im A new man today

Up to my neck in the fabric of space

I've been floating alone in this forsaken place

Sent to a bottomless void of recession from which I will never Awake