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(all my demons come to life)

I can't take back all the shit I did

Even though I really wish I didn't live through it

Fall back into every grave I dig

And I'm sorry that I'll never be more than this

Take my life right now

I need it all

Is this withdrawal?

Cause I feel all my demons come to life

Please don't look me in my eyes

I don't know how I'm feeling, yeah

I don't know how I'm breathing, yeah

I don't know what I'm seeing, yeah

I just cannot believe it

How the fuck could I be this?

When all I try is to leave this

But I just cannot escape this, yeah

Can I even replace this, yeah

Night after night

I'm drowning, I invite it

I can't take the sight of it

Close my eyes and light it

The bottle's down

Glass on the floor

Should probably stop but I'll ignore

It's everything I've done before

Nothing to lose just give me more

I don't know how I'm feeling, yeah

I don't know how I'm breathing, yeah

I don't know what I'm seeing, yeah

I just cannot believe it

How the fuck could I be this?

When all I try is to leave this

But I just cannot escape this, yeah

Can I even replace this, yeah

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I don't know how I'm feeling, yeah

I don't know how I'm breathing, yeah

I don't know what I'm seeing, yeah

I just cannot believe it

How the fuck could I be this?

When all I try is to leave this

But I just cannot escape this, yeah

Can I even replace this, yeah