Depression Lyrics

I was empowering everyone else

When I should've been empowering myself

I need help

But who can I tell

Who can I call every time that I fail

Every day I'm fighting Demons from hell

Every day I gotta battle my health

Diabetes blood pressure

Getting close to death

Losing weight got nothing left

Debt collectors hit my line every time I take a breath,

Wishin they would give it a rest

But through it all and blessed

Battle scars all on my chest

It's not enough though I gave it my best

Apart of life I guess

I ain't been to work think I'm depressed

But if you stop the bills won't even when you dead

If you stop the bills wont even when you dead

I just need to sec the clear my head

It took a lot just to get out of bed

But I wish I could stay instead

Looked at the Bible and cried from the verse I read

Wont disclose exactly what God said

Just know he talked me off of the ledge

I've been working hard dawg

Grindin trying to get this bread

Ben Franklin whisper evil thoughts all up in my head

Tryna block shots

Trying not to be full of lead

Pencil on deck saved my life could've been the dead

Watch just died that just means I'm running out of time

Cholesterol high to the point my Dr. almost cried Won't have kids because I'm afraid of being in the sky

Before my child's the age of five

Tears running down their eyes

I just want to heal the world before my soul fly

I

Tried everything how much longer can I fight

I'm

Sick and tired of student loans,

Sick and tired of being in debt

Sick and tired of losing every time I try my very best

Sick of being sick pain still up in my chest

I just need to sec the clear my head

It took a lot just to get out of bed

But I wish I could stay instead

Looked at the Bible and cried from the verse I read

Wont disclose exactly what God said

Just know he talked me off of the ledge