January Lyrics

It'd be easier to hate you than try to pretend

That I never want to speak to you ever again

A letter from the winter, delivered by snow

Never in my whole life have I felt so cold

Justin put it best when he said "I Hope You're Happy"

And I understand what he meant, but what about me?

With your knife in my chest and my heart on my sleeve

I'd give everything I have for you to be here with me

Cause it feels like I'll never be happy again

Every word we ever spoke remains in my head

It's the only time I've ever truly wished I was dead

And it feels like the stars have gone out

And I'll never be happy again

I see your ghost in the space between reality

And numbing myself with a dream

In the rearview as I stare at the river

And see myself lost in the stream

I'm trying my hardest to breathe, but I'm gasping for air

Searching for any sign of safety, but you're not there

With your knife in my chest and my heart on my sleeve

I'd give everything I have for you to be here with me

Cause it feels like I'll never be happy again

Every word we ever spoke remains in my head

It's the only time I've ever truly wished I was dead

And it feels like the stars have gone out

And I'll never be happy again

Can you hear me? I've been calling

Did you shed a tear when the sky was falling?

The empty space between us is filled with regret

I will never fall in love again

Cause I can't forget how this feels

With your knife in my chest and my heart on my sleeve

I'd give everything I have for you to be here with me

Cause it feels like I'll never be happy again

Every word we ever spoke remains in my head

It's the only time I've ever truly wished I was dead

And it feels like the stars have gone out

And I'll never be happy again