Hard to Love ft. Jay Hoff Lyrics

You should've listened when I told you you'd eventually regret me

But what was I supposed to think when you

Worked so damn hard to get me

I fed you lines from a script I didn't even know I'd written

And scenes never meant to be recited

But it wasn't all an act

I fell in love with your laugh

Now all I ever do is crave your silence

But dark hair and tinted glasses

Tells me he's a little out of practice

But the way he tries is kind of romantic

And maybe I'm just scared of what'll happen

If he can tell when I try to hide my sadness

But I've never been much of an actress

It's just a force of habit

Is it overthinking if you

Always end up being right

Every time

Can you get called elusive

If you don't even know that your excuse ain't right

My fingertips stained with gray

As I ran my fingers 'cross your face

As if I was too hard to love

(You were so damn hard to love)

I hope that you take over Charlotte (I will)

And get everything you ever wanted (I will)

Just to find nothing's ever enough

Same stare, different tragic

Now you're void of all compassion

And we're but a montage of my worst actions

And maybe I should just deny my passion

Abandon all sense of attachment

But I've never been much of an actress

You know I call love all kinds of stupid

But you treat your men like you treat your music

But we both know that the solo act ain't fun

All my songs, all my excuses

I swore to God I'd wait to do this

But baby what you're feeling isn't love

(No it wasn't love)

And now we're sitting on the couch in the middle of the night

Glared into your hollow eyes

I showed my heart, you showed your pride

You showed your true colors for the very first time

I just wanted you to know me

And I've always felt your pain

And I've always been so lonely

So you had to make me feel the same

My words at night might have been vicious

But I told you to mind your fucking business

But I've never been a silent witness

Dark thoughts, rose-tinted vision

You were warned but you didn't listen

Now we can't tell who owes who forgiveness