Thanks For Not Loving Me! Lyrics

It was a lifelong fever, rushing out the door

A never-ending ache in my bones

I think I'm leaving this love now for sure

You'll see me in December

It wasn't in my power, now everyone knows

In search of a love you never showed

I ruined all my endings to end up in yours but it was the last note

Cause I was building you up, slowly beating myself down

I couldn't let this go, I couldn't let myself out

And I drew initials in the sand like this love would be forever, speaking to the universe

Like this was my demand

But this summer won't last when it wasn't in its plans

I, I, I, I, I loved you like it was religion

Like this love was my prayer

Speaking to a god like this was my demand

But this summer won't last when it wasn't in its plans

Now I don't think I want you to want me anymore There's nothing here that I was fighting for

Can't remember why I ever stayed yours

When all you gave was nothing

Cause I was building you up, slowly beating myself down

I couldn't let this go, I couldn't let myself out

And I drew initials in the sand

Like this love would be forever,

Speaking to the universe like this was my demand

But this summer won't last when it wasn't in its plans

I, I, I, I, I loved you like it was religion

Like this love was my prayer

Speaking to a god like this was my demand

But this summer won't last when it wasn't in its plans

Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah

I didn't need the forecast or to read my drafts to know that I should know better

Won't let you have the last laugh

Take this ending and recast all my films you could act in better

And I'll find someone who was written and planned

Wouldn't have to pen down another track

Cause he wouldn't make me sad

And I'll look back at everything you did

And no memory of you will ever hurt again

And I'll say, thanks for not loving me

Thought I could never leave

Thanks for not loving me

Thought I could never leave

And I drew initials in the sand like this love would be forever,

Speaking to the universe like this was my demand But this summer won't last when it wasn't in its plans

I, I, I, I, I loved you like it was religion

Like this love was my prayer

Speaking to a god like this was my demand

But this summer won't last when it wasn't in its plans

I, I, I, I, I, I

I, I, I, I, I, I