Blame Lyrics

I just sit in my room and I just contemplate

Cause I'm surprised I'm still alive to see the brighter days

I'm hoping God don't take my shine away

Cause I've been trying to hide my darkest days

They show some love but I think they lying right away

And it's sickening

Is this the world I'm living in?

I'm ashamed

Guess I'm the one you should blame

Cause I let it slide way too many times

They took advantage of my kindness

But now I'm numb, they say I changed up now

And I don't really wanna stay around

It's like they kids & my heart their playing around

It's like I got nothing left

I don't feel so impressed

They done showed me what they got

And I'm like, okay, what's next?

My heart been broke so many times

She had me playing the bench

And that shit had me upset

I've been living, don't wanna live no more

I've been put in second place so many times

I'm tired of keeping score

Like, damn it man, it feels so wrong

But I've been keeping strong

I don't know why I'm losing my mind

I'm trying to be with you

But you treating me so cruel

I don't know what to do

I'm hoping I'm the one you choose

But I can't put the blame on you

I don't know why I'm still trying for you

I can't put the blame on you

I don't know why I'm still trying for you

I wrote this letter cause I can't see you now

And I'm sorry for the way I acted

I was acting wild

I just wanna see you smile

Because it's been a while

The way I'm feeling now

Shit I be in the clouds

Cause if I come down I might feel it

All these feelings I'm pushing away

All the memories of us laying down late at night

And you telling me it was just me

Yeah, I messed it all up

It's my fault

That you went with him and not me

And I can't put the blame on you

Cause maybe if I stepped up in your shoes

I'd see the way I fucking treated you

You told me you felt used

And maybe that's the truth

Cause I was getting over her

And I just needed you

You never know you had a good girl

Until you lose her

I was stuck in toxic ways

Oh man, I feel ashamed

Damn it, I do

And if I could go change the past

Then I'd choose you

God works in mysterious ways

Sometimes you don't get what you want in life

And that's the way it goes

And you just gotta move on

All I ever did was show you true love

I don't think I can ever trust a man

Because of all the lies you told me

I hate you so much, KARINE

Because of all the lies you told me

You ruined me

Way too many times

Way too many times

And I can't put the blame on you

I don't know why I'm still trying for you

Cause I can't put the blame on you

I don't know why I'm still trying for you