Need to Know ft. Ayva Khan Lyrics

It goes around me, round me, oh

And it feels like I'm drowning, no

My days I keep counting

Pray they go slow

When will I stop this doubting

I need to know

Focused on the future never on right now

It goes around me i need it to pipe down

Smiles all around me and i'm thinking why now

But i still gotta move gotta be the light now

Flyers in my city haters tear it down

I'm just trying to inspire the kids in my town

I can't say what i feel so i write it down

Question what's gonna happen when it's time for all these lights out

Everyday i be chasing this high that i'm

Making up cause it's all in my mind i don't

Know what to i'm losing all my time but i'm

Only nineteen get back to my grind lemme stop

On vacation thinking about revelations

Trying to find the equation my hearts racing

Run in place for these dreams that i'm chasing

God telling me i need to stay patient

Mama told me put myself first

Hard to tap in and lock in with all this pressure

Every night i stare at the sky and it gets worse

Feel alone as i'm walking through this desert

Music was the way since i was a youngin

Last song i made i said that i was stunting but i be fronting

Overthink about nothing till it becomes something

Hurt them when this mouth start running

And I just want to know

How to let go

And leave you in control

Why's it so cold on this road of gold?

It goes around me, round me, oh

And it feels like i'm drowning, drowning, no

My days i keep counting, pray they go slow

When will i stop this doubting, i need to know

I need to know

Oh why's it so cold? ooh

How can i let go?

I'm losing control

They say the boy done changed vision boosted the ego

Thought they had me but they move like Shaq with a free throw

Break this generational curse for all my latinos

We've come way too far to go back to zero

Since 04' I've been set aside for greatness, he made this

Target on my back I know they hate this

Spit all i got into this mic as i make this

Real ones with me as i load up all of these bases

Dust myself and move i cant do this no more

Life too short wasting time i cannot afford

Washed up on the shore, made it out the storm

I finally feel like i am reborn

This what freedom taste like, man i feel so alive

No more secrets to hide, light the fire burn my pride

Vision locked in, eyes up to the skies

I fulfilled my high

Yeah, i was broke and i admit it

Now the new me and old me way different

Took some time for me to sit back and listen

Now i got my eyes set on the vision

Kids looking up to me

I tell em to look higher

23, move like MJ how i'm wired

Had to let go and be free of my desire

Let go and be free of my desire

I want to be set free

Be who I'm meant to be

Wish they could see

My strength to every degree

But not be at their mercy

Oh I want to be set free

Trying to make it up there, you're doubting

Trying to find piece of mind and its shouting

Keep your head in the game, stay the same way

This how the world works, don't let your mind fray

But this the life we chose so let's make the most

Oh, yeah yeah yeah yeah

Let's make the most