Serenade / Memories Of Amnesia Lyrics

Do I wanna know if this feeling goes both ways

Sad to see you go, was sorta hoping that you'd stay

Baby we both know that the nights were mainly made

For saying things that you can't say tomorrow day

I'm crawling back to you

Yeah we froze over

And the rain made it so sober

Memories come and go like a rollercoaster

What's a star to a supernova

Lets get the scars tatted when its over

When both of us were diligent it was so amazing (so amazing)

Now I'm passive aggressively having this conversation

What's a touch when you can't even feel

What's a rush when you can't even spill

Cinderella had a glass slipper & you just have a glass heart

I said you were like a film & you became the black swan

Late night calls, early morning texts

The world saw you smile, but I saw the rest

The messy hair with the green eyes

The one song that I wish I could rewrite

Now, for the moment of truth

I know that you like to tango with your loneliness too

You know, PS

Ever thought of calling when you a had a few

Cause I always do

Baby I'm too busy being yours to fall for somebody new

Never thought it through

I'm just digging up the past cause I know things are buried still

I'm just a nightmare you're my dark fairytale

Addicted to the bad things that we created

We bite, we touch, we fight, we fuck, we hate it (we do)

Cause both of us are with somebody else right

But the wrong things make us feel alive (the wrong things)

Tears messing up your eyeliner (to feel alive)

Baby they're the devil in disguise

The way you open your hair before we take a dive

Yeah we never played for the treasure

We loved the mystery inside the pain and the pleasure

R-R-Really felt like forever (and the pleasure)

Deep inside of your heart I know you don't regret it

So even though we took a different flight

Lets meet at the same place on a different night

Now, for the moment of truth

I know that you like to tango with your loneliness too

You know, PS

Do I wanna know if this feeling goes both ways

Sad to see you go, was sorta hoping that you'd stay

Baby we both know that the nights were mainly made

For saying things that you can't say tomorrow day

I'm crawling back to you

Woke up inside of your dream, it was clear

Maybe I was never there

"E la chanson d'amour"

The wings of an angel, twisted, broken

She ballets in a ring of fire

Let the feathers represent the remnants

Of what once was a beautiful dream

Nights and adventures full of lust

The deep blue sky weeps as the storm approaches

Let the rain represent your deepest and darkest fears

Don't find shelter my dear

Lets drink, lets drink to the screams

Two strangers in the blue

The waters too dangerous to abandon ship

We shall drown before we see destiny & fate kiss

Are we shadows or are we reflections

You safeguard your tears more than your own blood

Every sacred memory leads to an orgasmic ending

The ocean swallows the coward

And spits out the tale of a brave man

Deception

The mermaid sings to the strange boy as the bird flies away

Deception

A memory of the sweetest voice that never was

Deception

Do you have some memories

Do you have some memories

Do you have some memories of somebody who you never even knew

Tell me, do you have some some memories

Do you have some memories

Yeah, met you on a Tuesday

Felt a connection it was a good day

Reminiscing wishing that you could stay

We spoke about traveling places

Knew you had a good taste

You were the friend of a friend

It was like a touché

That was a year and a half ago then we had to go

Last time we met the feeling was mutual but we had to show

That it was nothing cause confessions kill the magic

Two lost souls on the wrong side of traffic (two lost souls)

Two lost souls swimming in a fishbowl

Staring at the pieces of a broken world through a window

We had an unspoken thing I know you get it

But when you try to stay connected that is when the devil's tempted

Now I'm wondering where did it go wrong (now)

How did all the lightning & thundering turn into a slow song (how)

When you hit me up a couple weeks ago your energy was off (when)

Your voice didn't have the same sparkle when we talked

Maybe I'm overthinking & it sounds like I'm complaining

But I know you ain't obligated

I know we were never together but we made each other playlists

We were never (yeah)

Fast forward to the same year's winter

We met again in a different city that was November

Wearing disguises when we touched

I know that we felt a rush

We couldn't stop looking it was getting too much

Kind of ecstatic, kind of enigmatic

Started making out in the back of my car it was a bad habit

You said you had a man like it was wrong to me

Every time I'd bite your back tats you'd tell me you belong to me

We were never open books

This is what happens

When two self-destructive people try to do some good

We crossed a lot of lines, screaming all the time

Fighting even while fucking it's still on my mind

All this happened in just two weeks

Time was moving too slow living inside a movie

Speaking of movies the night we got drunk

And saw 2001 was one of the greatest nights of my life hon

We were too good to be true even though we were bad for each other

We were better at being drugs than being lovers

You were my little green-eyed-secret & I was yours

We'll meet again in the next life I'm sure

A couple recordings of your voice is all that is left

You were the muse but I couldn't hold on

Never telling you about my music is my biggest regret

Cause now you will never know that I turned you to a song

You know I thought about you the other day

You will never know

You will never know I still dream of you

You will never, you will never

You will never, you will never

You will never know