Untitled Lyrics

I've been living in extremes

Never falling between

Black and white

Always reach for shades of gray

But can't stand clouds in my day

It's a losing fight

I hope I last the night

I'm not sure how to fall in love anymore

I think I should have kept score

All the times I fell before

I got you running round and round in my head

With all the things that I should have said

That might have kept you in my bed

So now I'm waiting for your train

Hoping I'll hear you call my name

Mocking mirror on the wall

Can't see myself at all

Just how I see you

Treading through the memories

Of who I used to be

To find a point of view

Is lying all I know how to do

I'm not sure how to fall in love anymore

I think I should have kept score

All the times I fell before

I got you running round and round in my head

With all the things that I should have said

That might have kept you in my bed

But now I'm waiting for your train

Hoping I'll hear you call my name

I could hold in my hand every hour we spent losing sleep

The pieces and bits of myself that I hid

I tried slowly to show you not give all control to a man

I couldn't know

Where'd all my good sense go

I'm not sure how to fall in love anymore

I think I should have kept score

All the times I fell before

I'm not sure how to fall in love anymore (I'm not so good at that letting myself)

I think I should have kept score (Dive in you're thinking that that I could swim)

All the times I fell before (Face first I'm falling flat on the shore)

I got you running round and round in my head

With all the things that I should have said

That might have kept you in my bed

But now I'm waiting for your train

Hoping I'll hear you call my name