What am i to Do Lyrics

What am I to do wit all this stressing

Lately I just been trying catch a blessing

Trying get the message

Forgive me if a nigga don't catch it

Will i finally get peace if I'm resting

Yeah I know I'm sinning

Please God can u forgive it

I've done some shit that I cld admit it

We was just standing on the business

She broke my heart I will admit it

But she'll never she did it

I got to much pride

Alot is on my miiiid

I smile like a nigga feeling fine

But I'm running out of tiiime

Tired of living but I don't wanna diiie

Cuz I don't know wats on the other siiide

I try to keep my distance

Cuz who the hell really listens

They don't give a dam bout ya problems

Most happy they u got them

Just a nigga trying to get from them bittom

But they crabs pull back to the bottom

Lately I been soul searching

Lord I need cuz my soul hurting

God protect me know them guys lurking

I just pray u keep the nine working

Say u want me but don't need me

If u love me then u love me

If not then u sld leave me

Not forcing it believe me

Only one life u can't waist it

Shit got me back an forth pacing

Can't panic my heart steadily racin

We live an we die gotta face it