Pretend To Be Lyrics

I lost control today

Everything I have kept buried

Inside keeps rushing to the surface

I`m simply not able to resist

There`s not a day I don`t think about you

The rest of the world has moved on

Maybe I should try too

Because I had a plan, I wanted to change who I was

Create a life as someone new

Without the past, without the pain. Someone alive

But it`s not easy, the bad things stay with you

Yes, it`s not easy, the bad things follow you

We met, we talked and it was epic

But then the sun came up and reality set in

When you love someone that stays with you

Always reminding you how easy it is you get hurt

The rest of the world has moved on

Maybe I should try too

Because I had a plan, I wanted to change who I was

Create a life as someone new

Without the past, without the pain

Someone alive

But it`s not easy, the bad things stay with you

No, no it`s not easy, the bad things follow you

You can`t escape as much as you wanted

All you can do, is to be ready for the good

So when it comes, you have to invite it

Because you need it. I need it

It`s the first time in a long time

That I feel good

But I`m scared that we are confounded

To repeat the past

I don`t want to pretend that all would be okay

Come and see, I want you to understand!

Because I had a plan

I wanted to change who I was

Create a life as someone new

Without the past, without the pain

Someone alive

But it`s not easy

The bad things stay with you

Yes, it`s not easy

The bad things follow you

Haaaaa...

I lost control today

Everything I have kept buried

Inside keeps rushing to the surface