FINDING MYSELF ft. DJ Ovadose Lyrics

Yeah

Yeah, ay

Finding myself

I've been tryna find myself

I've been tryna (DJ O)

I've been

I've been

They say to always keep the faith (In a bag)

But what do you do when it starts to fade away

Do I call on His name?

Am I even worthy of his grace?

I don't know man, but pastor saying that I'm saved

That I'll be okay

But I don't feel okay

Feel like I'm changing

Feel I'm not the same

They say I love you to your face

Then they disappear

Abandonment isn't one of my fears

But something I've seen happen all over the years

Start blaming myself, maybe I'm the problem

And Gods supposed to help me solve em

But they're still here

I still stay up at night fighting tears

But in the day, all I hear is satan say

Can you fight em away? (Can I?)

Can you make em stay? (I don't know)

Do you really think you're destined to be great? (I don't know)

Truth is I don't know

But I guess that just how life goes

At least I know I kept it ten toes

But I want something more

I'm tired of these chores

Feel like I'm wasting away at home

Need a place on my own

I'm still finding myself, and yet people say that I'm grown

This is a long lonely road

Will I find myself? I don't know

Will I cry for help? I don't know

Will I put a grammy on the shelf? I don't know

What the future holds

But I'm always told

Of the potential that's in me

That I don't see

What can longliveadamariz really achieve?

Cause as far I know, I was gonna die at sixteen

I didn't plan to stand here in front of these teens

Telling 'em about me and preaching

I'm still finding myself

And if your listening

Please don't give up on me

Cause I do everyday and I can't take this pain

So Jesus help me, please break all the chains

I say this in your mighty name

Before I pass away

Please just let me enjoy the day

I will find a way

To find myself before that day

Please don't go away

Please help me find Adamaris today

Finding myself

Finding myself

Finding myself

Finding myself

Finding myself

I've been tryna find myself, yeah

Finding myself

Finding myself

Finding myself

I've been tryna find myself, yeah

I've been tryna find myself, yeah

I've been tryna find myself, yeah

I've been tryna

I've been tryna find myself

I've been tryna find myself

I've been tryna find myself, yeah

I've been tryna

I've been tryna find myself