I wanted to start this project

Happy, clappy

Not so sappy

But these few years been mad man

I feel like max in a bad crash

Cause I just get up keep walking

Can't stop me

Can't stop me talking

My heart got broken few times

& you're gonna hear that in these rhymes

I'll take time to empty my closet

Im putting the past in the past right now

Tryna move on

Tryna be much better

Avoid that girl

Take back your sweater

Stay focused

Seek what's better

For you and your future

Patience, head up

But thats when I started drinking

Smoking thinking

Hardly blinking

Phone stopped ringing

I stopped singing

& just chilling

All the time

All this sadness

Turned into madness

Now I'm here turning it all into rhyme

I took my time and I'm sorry

But I've been dealing with stuff don't worry

I know that you care and all that

But please

I need you to fall back

And after all that

I tried to crawl back

But now nobody even calls back

One pal did

And he wanted his tools back

Sent his Mrs an all that

Maybe it's me that's been all bad

I lost my nan & I'll cry til she comes back

So where do we go from here?

One track in and it's already blatantly clear

I had a bad year

Sad year

Had to reflect

And then change again

Change the range again

And how do I wanna appear

I lost muscle from this daily hustle

But I kept it subtle

The changes will cut you

From here to here

Ear to ear

Cant remember the last time

I smiled without a beer

Lost in a haze

Hopeless gaze

Energy low

Expecting praise

And wanting a raise

But not turning up most days

How you gonna win if you don't run the race?

So I turned my face to finish line

Manifestiation finish time

Put my problems in this bottle

And throw that bottle in the sea this time

Then I put my pain into rhyme

Smile at you & tell you I'm fine

Really I'm fine

Seriously

Really I'm really fine

I feel like a mime

Pretending

Sending positive line

But I'm not

The pain dont stop

Scared to death

Scared to rot

But I put my hands together & pray

I been doing this everyday

The law of attraction

Only works if your action matches

The things you say