Taylor Lyrics

Taylor used to dream big and think small

Connected to her soul and she made all his little dreams fall

Put his life on hold everytime she called

Be careful though cause ain't no coming back when he cuts things off

Look

Something different allowed him to change his name

New picture for himself and his past is a broken frame

That he hangs on the wall in his hall of fame

And the hallway runs through his brain

Nah taylor wont be the same

And that lil nigga always chasing tail

Showing out for people I don't talk to at this golden age

Tryna hold everybodys weight done broke his shoulder blades

Got selfish and they told him that he changed

He was just putting himself first tryna respect what's on his chain

Plus sign across his chest he's learning faith

His tattoo tells him trust nothing except the holy wraith

His mother says no matter what you do just do it safe

And then his father says I'm proud of you kid you've been doing great

I mean i know I'm pretty great and all

Move at my own pace

I don't conform to these people and what they may or may not say at all

Nigg*s be rapping for shits and giggles i don't play at all

Keep my people close that way i know who really stays involved

I thought i wasn't special

Until i did some dope shit

And now my profile is music

I hardly ever post pics

Dawg If it were up to me I'd ghost and never post sh*t

And i would stay up out of your mix cause i don't like to know shit

Let me not cuss

My ex said i be lying— let me not bluff

I wanna clean the blood and drop the beef Say its all love

I think she holds a grudge i diss her on these beats let me not budge

Girl done made a rapper and for that I'm sending hugs

E done brought me close to christ

Everynight i close my eyes and i see light

From all them days a nigga cried

I'd have my best friend tell me everything gone be alright

Soraya by my side to hold me tight

When happiness was out of sight

My friends were bright

Throat burning from this sprite

In my journals i'll write for days

Hugging up on christ wont let the devil take my life away

Taylor only Nine and he was praying for these type of days

Tay became a knight through mental battles he decides to pray

And i know people don't like me cause im too predictable

Tay been too peaceful man that boy cant be a lil despicable?

All his words are biblical

Wanna be invisible

And he cant find no lover cause that boy ain't nothing typicial

That boy too chill

He get jealous but he hide it

He get prideful but he fight it

And his mind is full of judgement but hes always staying quiet

For this girl he fell in love with

But this girl he fell in love with doesnt like him

I pray to God please help me move on please help me forget about her

Then he remembers all the wonderful things he said about her

And now hes fighting himself

Mental battles he's just tryna make it right with himself

Insecurity this boy is now denying himself

Catch a flight over night he been spending time with himself

His bestfriend is always there but but he relies on himself

Teary eyes but when he's hurting his head ends up on her shoulder and he cries

Nobody sees him on that side

but he doesnt care who does

nobody sees him when he cries

but he doesnt care who does

I see the pain in my own eyes

The reflection of who i was

Don't search for him cause he died his sophomore year by showin love to someone that was undeserving

And now hes rappin and rehearsing

Head down his music loud he's been observing

He been swerving all these bitches

They tap dancing on his nerves and so he curves em

Heart over his sleeve but not one of deserve girls deserve him

Want me to spit a verse but not one of you niggas heard it

Told me i had her hurt and she felt like she was a burden

I swear amiga you're perfect as you are

And i noticed i'm the problem cause i scarred your perfect heart