Stay To Myself Lyrics

I don't wanna talk to nobody rather stay to myself

I was there for everybody when they needed my help

Try to say what's going on but they don't know how i felt

And they never understood that shit was making me melt

I try so hard not to cry, you could see it in my eyes

I be fucked up in the head I feel sometimes i wanna die

I be wanna risk it all like fuck it i just wanna slide

I be stuck up in my ways that shit be fucking with my pride

I'm not sorry for the way i'm about to act

They was lookin for the old me well fuck it man i'm back

They kept telling me to chill so i said fuck it just relax

But now it's fuck everybody who ain't there and that's a fact

Can't fuck with you and that's that, my heart is frozen

Stabbed so many times up in my chest my heart is broken

I said fuck the world so many times ain't use a trojan

Beats bring out emotion, swear this shit just got me open

Gotta get that shit in motion, time to focus up

Told big cuz we gotta go and get it hope they notice us

Every time we step up on that scene man they gone know wassup

I became a man as a youngin look ma i'm growing up

Remember we was babies on that block when we was posted up

They gotta see i'm grown now

Ion do no handouts get it on my own now

Playing coverage two i gotta get up in that zone now

I don't need nobody with me rather be alone now

Jus focus on my bread, lately been seeing red

Shit be flowing through my head, you gotta lay you made your bed

And i be thinking to myself like what if i end up dead

Can't let my ummi see that happen, ima get that shit instead

That's the shit that's on my brain, shit been driving insane

I like to sit through the storm, i'm used to walking through that rain

They don't know how it feel i take a loss and then i gain

Cause i been through a lot of shit but they won't understand my pain

And I fuck with uncle benjie, he the only nigga with me

I can't trust a lot of niggas so i'm always staying 50

I told all my brothers i can't go if they ain't with me

When i try to open up people use that shit against me

Im tired of feeling like the bad guy

Please don't bring me bad vibes

Y'all done woke a demon up, time to show my bad side

The baby on my moms, got younger siblings on my dad side

I know they lookin up to me i can't do a bad job

I don't wanna talk to nobody rather stay to myself

I was there for everybody when they needed my help

I try to say what's going on but they don't know how i felt

And they never understood that shit was making me melt

I try so hard not to cry, you could see it in my eyes

I be fucked up in the head I feel sometimes i wanna die

I be wanna risk it all like fuck it i just wanna slide

I be stuck up in my ways that shit be fucking wit my pride

And you not here with me

Remember i was down up on my ass you wasn't there for me

I done been through hell and back before you gotta bare with me

Remember when you ate up in my face and you ain't share with me

I got some for you, I could erase you from my memory

You ain't rocking with me you could keep that same energy

You can't call me family lil nigga you ain't kin to me

I get disrespectful I don't care if i make enemies

Go get it jus by any means

I done seen a lot and i'm still traumatized, i just gotta get it that's the bottom line

I come from the trenches where you see a lot of mommas cry

That's fucked up, told lil bro just get your bucks up

Cause when you at the top man they can't touch us

That's a fendi fact, a label called my phone and i ain't hit em back

Feel like i lost a lot but still ain't get it back

I just gotta chill and get on my grind for real

Niggas from my hood done turned to feens cause they be popping pills

I don't wanna talk to nobody rather stay to myself

I was there for everybody when they needed my help

Try to say what's going on but they don't know how i felt

And they never understood that shit was making me melt

I try so hard not to cry, you could see it in my eyes

I be fucked up in the head I feel sometimes i wanna die

I be wanna risk it all like fuck it i just wanna slide

I be stuck up in my ways that shit be fucking wit my pride

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I don't wanna talk to nobody, I rather stay to myself