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Some days it gets harder and harder

To get up and keep pushing through

Caught in a rat race that I didn't choose

Chaos inside hiding from light

My muscles are weak

Oh God why me?

I've been trying to better myself and become the person I wanted to be

Too often I have to remind myself to breathe instead of suffocating in what I could be

All I've ever felt is shame about the human in my skin

Always something to blame for my pain

When did my brain get so messed up?

I'm tired of walking a tightrope of happiness and a minor inconvenience

I know I'm tired but I didn't come all this way just to fall on my face

Broken underneath

Shifting like the sea

Mind and heart can't agree

I can't remember the last time I've felt like myself

Been a shadow of a being

It's getting harder to sleep with all the static in my brain

Serotonin depleted, I just can't feel it

Fight or flights in overdrive