to a summer five years ago, Lyrics

I've spent every waking moment

Waiting for a summer

That happened five years ago

I'm scared there's nothing left

I'm scared I've done all I could do

They'll say "take a deep breath"

But I've felt this way since I was two

And it's stupid

I know it's dumb

Walk me through it

Or we can run

Say the answers

When there's none

You've gotta know this

I have buried me in all of the

Places that I've been where I've grown up

And I'm haunted by by a past that

I keep reaching for never get back

No one told me that growing up would

Mean leaving behind your childhood

I am twenty but I'm also seventeen and three

Sometimes I look into the mirror

He's destined for a future

Where he's waiting for his moment still

I'm scared there's nothing left

I'm scared I've done all I could do

They'll say "take a deep breath"

But I've felt this way since I was two

And it's stupid

I know it's dumb

Walk me through it

Or we can run

Say the answers

When there's none

You've gotta know this

I have buried me in all of the

Places that I've been where I've grown up

And I'm haunted by by a past that

I keep reaching for never get back

No one told me that growing up would

Mean leaving behind your childhood

I am twenty but I'm also seventeen and three

Days are so long years are so quick

I'm in my house but I'm still homesick?

Time heals all wounds except from my heart

How does this end and when did it start?

Days are so long years are so quick

I'm in my house but I'm still homesick?

Time heals all wounds except from my heart

How does this end and when did it start?

I have buried me in all of the

Places that I've been where I've grown up

And I'm haunted by by a past that

I keep reaching for never get back