Coping With My Memories ft. SaiphwitdaK Lyrics

My bad if I don't act the same as the last time

I'm too high, posted in the booth on a school night

A cool night, got some drank, now heading for a good time

It took time, chilling on the inward there's no sunshine

Even demons got wings, so don't let them looks deceive

Same players, new team, HUNDO$ Records obviously

Fuck the back, we front-linemen, grown men be acting childish

Ask me about my life, I'll tell you "Don't go the way I went"

I pull up with my eyes red, high as hell, I look dead

They shake they head, they look at me, they ask me "What done happened ?"

Grab a napkin you drooling, field day for my bullies

All that laughing felt like bullets, I sat right there and took it

Give me beef I'm finna cook it, smoking on that cookie

Don't know why the fuck you looking, this shit mine, act like I took it

Taking flight, then imma book it, they know me, but I'm rookie

My bitch bad, she look like Snooki, take that chance I'm feeling lucky

I just wanna go to sleep and never wake up

I keep pouring up this shit I keep on doubling cups

I keep smoking all this shit I keep on rolling up

Told my mother Imma quit but I'm addicted to drugs

I was raised up on these streets I'm still in them slums

Bitch I had to make some money started selling drugs

Finally made a few connections finally met some thugs

Now I'm riding with my people and we stay fucked up

Cause we all had to see shit we ain't wanna see

Saw my homie in his coffin and it fucked with me

I'm talking mentally

And psychologically

Im popping all these fucking roxys I won't feel a thing

They don't even work no more I started sipping lean

Overdosing was the point I hope I'm underneath

So I won't feel a thing, nor see these memories

I'm hoping one day I can finally get eternal peace