Hard Times Lyrics

Hooked on these drugs 'cause I don't wanna feel

Here on my own I'mma tell it how it is

Who gonna hold me up while I'm releasing all my fears?

Salty streaks you can see they come from these dried up tears

Gotta keep a strong face every day up out the week

I'm the one kids look up to the one they try to be

It don't make no sense to follow me think that's insanity

Don't follow me I'm walking blindly tell me how you cannot see

Still feel like it's no one here that can run with me

How I feel so weak?

Need more time to heal

Mental pain I struggled through hard times but I'm here luckily

Hop on songs and murder beats

I'm on fire third degree

Competition

I'm up in it

Timeless with it

To the finish

I can't roll with childish people

Boot them I ain't kidding

Shaking up entire circles

Tell me who am I? The realest

Why you trying to hold me back? I'm barely getting started

Paint a picture for you baby girl yea I'm an artist

Soon as I'm on scene cause a splash regardless

Working on that dream the studio my office

Late nights I was chasing dreams still couldn't go to sleep

Writing songs I'm filling sheets asking do I believe

Can I?

Could I really do this?

Know I got the tools for it don't know how to use it

Got the pen and pad and paper emotions all confusing

Nobody around to listen if I wanna get into it

Put my faith inside the wrong ones I been feeling stupid

Wrong people I'm choosing?

They been starting to lose me

Seem they think that 'cause I'm smiling I be clueless

Opened up my heart they shot it down did it so ruthless

Cupid couldn't have done me like this

I'll take a bow to the heart over this torture that I'm going through but still I'm fighting

Still feel like there's no one here that can run with me

Yet I feel so weak

Need more time to heal

Mental pain I struggled through hard times but I'm here luckily

Hop on songs and murder beats

I'm on fire third degree

Rap about how I fell in love with bottles

Plus the weed and grabba

If you see me know I wasn't there I been got up outta there

Left that sadness behind me in the bottom I departed

Monkey Grease and that Donny that's what helped me pass the Marley

I am not a role model

I got some old problems

Get on beats and flow around them

Still can't let ya know about them

Probably why I'm problematic

Quick to snap it's automatic

Snap at me then (pff!) it's magic

Got no cap I don't pull rabbits

Hold on, what's the smell in the air?

I heard them saying it was pressure looking for them they rare

From dogging out their misses I could sniff when they here

Confront them when I see them they act like they can't hear

In their hearts I'm striking fear

A menace I don't care

Breaking boys up call up Sears

Call up Britney for a spear

I said I'm a menace I'mma head a back to the lair

Once I catch him put one on him leave him in a chair

Still feel like there's no one here that can run with me

How I feel so weak?

Need more time to heal

Mental pain I struggled through hard times but I'm here luckily

Hop on songs and murder beats

I'm on fire third degree

This stuff can't be put on TV no it ain't gonna air

I show up make a big scene lights camera action stare

Don't do this for the big screens lemme make it crystal clear

I'm tryna leave a legacy as Kiing Lou who the heir?

This seed that I planted

Gave them an advantage

Now's a disadvantage

Realize now I gotta stamp it

Heart race into panic

Promise this not how I planned it

Young turnt boy above the planet

Gotta make it past the damage

Old habits I'm gonna abandon

(Woah!)

It ain't gonna air

I'm wilding out make big scenes lights camera action stare

Lemme make it crystal clear

I'm tryna leave a legacy as Kiing Lou who the heir?