Lifeguard ft. Victoria B Lyrics

They be like, Vicky why you actin' so different

Last time I looked, no one checked for me

You ain't hit my phone

Too late for someone to care, it's been so long

So long

I shed too many tears

I can't cry no more, can't even cry no more

Lately I been fightin' demons, been on the deep end

Like what's the reason, can't tell you but I'm bleeding

All these open wounds that need healing

Swear that life ain't fair, but I'm holding on

Each day I lose my grip a little more

It's the same old, never-ending cycle

Feels like I can't catch a breath to breathe

So much running through my head

Suffocating

I can barely breathe

In my thoughts

Jehovah help me please

Somebody call the lifeguard

Cuz I'm drowning, sinking, going deep

I can hardly see my feet or speak

Trying to breathe, but I can hold my breath for so long

Somebody pull me out the water

Somebody call the lifeguard

Cuz I'm drowning

I'm drowning

Somebody call the lifeguard

Cuz I'm drowning

I'm drowning

The price of fame ain't worth a thing I hope my Brodie hear this

Covered in pain, I pray it change into the Holy Spirit

God got a plan for me

Healing all those wounds from the knife that's in the back of me

This game causin' insanity

You say you supportin' but never postin' that's just blasphemy

Scared to spread the word, you scared to show the world this masterpiece

Last night, I thought bout leavin' the game, but its just halftime

Ain't tryna get caught in that wave, rather get baptized

When you fake, you ain't consistent

Watch your circle, pay attention, let them do them

Don't tell em none, you'll see their real intentions

Ego had me stuck inside a box, my pride was just a prison

Stopped gettin' offended when corrected, cause I caused division

Would've been ready for my blessings, I ain't get yet If I listened

I was trippin', been steps ahead of these niggas I had vision

I have faith, and that don't even make sense to a non believer

Tried to make it out that water by myself, it pulled me deeper

You was right, you ain't change, I did

I sacrificed and changed the way I live

You was right, you ain't change, I did

Gave em a helpin' hand, he almost slit my wrist

They say its love when they hate me on the low, look I don't wanna hear it

See I been goin' through some things you can't understand

With my soul and my spirit

Somebody call the lifeguard

Cuz I'm drowning, sinking, going deep

I can hardly see my feet or speak

Trying to breathe, but I can hold my breath for so long

Somebody pull me out the water

Somebody call the lifeguard

Cuz I'm drowning

I'm drowning

Somebody call the lifeguard

Cuz I'm drowning

I'm drowning