Chose Me Lyrics

Got my back against the wall I just wanna slide If I catch a body be my alibi

Can't really put in words how I feel inside

If I don't make it home promise not to cry

No this ain't the life I chose shit it chose me

It's not the life I chose cuz it chose me

It's not the life I chose shit it chose me

It's not the life I chose shit it chose me

Now let's be honest how much pressure can a man take

Up against the odds of carrying all that dead weight

Them expectations from them peoples put a strain on you

Fail to make a miracle and then they change on you

Try and fail then fall again and they don't wipe you off

They'll treat you like a dollar fuck it write him off

Like it's tax season no support come with bad decisions

Tryna find your daddy through the hood and find your mama through them bitches

Plain and simple craving love huh

Tired of searching ain't no hope so you bound to turn to drugs huh

Then they introduce you to that pill

Introduce you to that bottle and you like the way it make you feel

You found a friend, now congratulations

Still feeling incomplete up inside cause your heart is vacant

Fuck it though you no longer aching

Told yourself be content this is life ain't no longer waiting

Got my back against the wall I just wanna slide If I catch a body be my alibi

Can't really put in words how I feel inside

If I don't make it home promise not to cry

No this ain't the life I chose shit it chose me

It's not the life I chose cuz it chose me

It's not the life I chose shit it chose me

It's not the life I chose shit it chose me

Take it with a grain of salt and don't complain about it

Ain't giving invitations to no pity party

And over time you tend to learn to live life alone

It come a time when they there and the next day they gone

So fuck the smoke and mirrors

I meditate and try to see it clearer

Tryna manifest the peace that don't exist, the universe don't hear it

But I'm a man who won't beg for it

Represent what I stand for what you niggas scared for

But I'm a man that go for what he know

Whether rich hurt or poor that's some shit they would never know

My private life I would not expose

I was walking through that storm in retrospect shit it wasn't that cold

Now if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth

But you gotta be willing to take the hits

And not point fingers saying you ain't where you wanna be because of him or her or anybody

Got my back against the wall I just wanna slide If I catch a body be my alibi

Can't really put in words how I feel inside

If I don't make it home promise not to cry

No this ain't the life I chose shit it chose me

It's not the life I chose cuz it chose me

It's not the life I chose shit it chose me

It's not the life I chose shit it chose me