Senescence Lyrics

I'll watch the clouds retreat

Let the blood rush to my feet

Cracked the code to my defeat

And let it go

I'll let it go

Is it crazy that I think

In a separate timeline, there's a piece

Of me that wished I never believed

At all

At this point I'd love to wonder

I'd love to hope, I'd love to dream

I'd love to burst the clouds

And shape this life into something meaningful

Will I make it?

Is there room for me in heaven?

I don't think so

But still I'll try

To be a source of light

Even if I'm losing ground

I can't figure myself out at all

The color's missing from my memories

See my bright blue eyes reflecting off the tv

I swore

I'd never let myself get here

But I guess

It's inevitable

I guess

I was never cut out for this

Do you hear me talking in my sleep?

Do you hear me call for you in my dreams?

Do you hear me beg you not to leave?

Do you see me on the other side of this screen?

All I ever do is call for you

But I don't think there's any chance to

See your eyes glaring in the rear view

Like any of this ever mattered to me

Ever mattered to me

All I ever do is call for you

I had a dream

That I got to the end

And there was no one

There was nothin

except myself

so much younger, in better health

the "naivety" stunt you pulled

is killing me

When I die

Will I flash and burn out bright

There's a crack in the iridescent

Let it burn all my inflorescence

I'll cut off what I can save

Leave the flowers on my grave

And let myself move on to better things

At this point I'd love to wonder

I'd love to hope, I'd love to dream

I'd love to burst the clouds

And shape this life into something meaningful

Will I make it?

Is there room for me in heaven?

I don't think so

But still I'll try

To be a source of light

Even if I'm losing ground

I can't figure myself out at all

There's a song outside my window

There's a light inside my brain

There's so much left to discover

I hear music in everything

The light begins to flicker

The light begins to fade

I think it's 'bout time for me to feel

Think it's 'bout time for me to feel okay