Not Myself Lately Lyrics

I want to feel something

That isn't being sorry for myself

I don't think I can take this anymore

This isn't what I wanted

I know this story's sordid

I don't think that I'm welcomed in this neck of the woods

That's something I never understood

If I could

I'd stamp out this falsehood

I've been

Feeling like I'm not myself lately

I'll blame

It all on the weather or something

I know

That this is something I can't escape

I hate

Despite it all I want to embrace it

Each night I lie awake

Try not to think or hate

That I've felt this since I was a little boy

And now that I have grown

Body to call my own

I'll be damned if I don't know what to do with it

Why can't I commit

If I try then I'll slip

Further from the summit

I've been

Feeling like I'm not myself lately

I'll blame

It all on the weather or something

I know

That this is something I can't escape

I hate

Despite it all I want to embrace it

I've been

Feeling like I'm not myself lately

I'll blame

It all on the weather or something

I know

That this is something I can't escape

I hate

Despite it all I want to embrace it