Clouded Lyrics

What am I doing?

What am I choosing?

How am I moving?

Am, am I doing enough?

I suppose I'm sleeping with my eyes wide open

Knowing things and choosing opposition

Punishing me for the things I'm feeling

Is this heaven or hell I am living?

(Asking questions like)

When I look in the mirror (What am I doing?)

Who is staring back at me

(What am I choosing?) Revealing reflections

Of pieces I hide and seek

It's easy to run (How am I moving?)

Leave my blessings coming undone

I'm undressing the scars (Am)

I've kept so long, so close (Am I doing)

Interrupting growth (Enough)

Even when I know

That I haven't learned the lesson

Still, I'm always asking for direction

When protection is all I seek

All I need

I suppose I'm sleeping with my eyes wide open (Even when I know)

Knowing things and choosing opposition

Punishing me for the things I'm feeling

Is this heaven or hell I am living?

You know

Usually I don't have trouble doing this

Speaking from the heart is my M.O

No, I'm not new to this (I'm not new to this)

Thought I was good

I'm getting better now (Getting better)

Thought I was up (And)

Until I hit the clouds (Better)

Had me thinkin' 'bout

Things all up in my head

These expectations made a ceiling

Mind had me thinking I was chasing pavements

When really, sometimes I get impatient (Mm)

Can you blame me? (Truth is)

When I'm not moving

It feel like I'm not growing

The doors have opened

It's just not time for showing, yet

And then again, I'm still practicing

(I realize)

At the end of it all

It's never worth the fight

You're left in the air

Chasing highs

When you could go higher

Ignite the fire in your eyes

They say ignorance is bliss

But freedom is paradise