rathole ft. fourrose Lyrics

I don't like what I see in the mirror

I don't like what I think and I feel

The way I speak, I wish I couldn't hear

I'm a freak, I know I'm weird

I don't like the fact that I breathe

The things I eat, the way I sleep

I bother me, I'd rather suffocate

Hate all of me, I'd rather suffer fate

What if I said I hate this?

Bet it wont make you stay

It's alright to hate this

I don't think there's any other way

I've picked myself up this whole time

I've picked myself up

I feel fine

I let it all go

I need time

To let it follow

I feel fine

Dig me up 'cuz it's way too late

Dead tomorrow, but I live today

I don't feel nothing, use a razor blade

I just feel bubbles coming out the veins

I don't trip y'all don't know my name

My friends don't like me so I know I'm lame

Wonder if they noticed that I died today

One day bet they'll notice all the signs I gave

Wonder if they noticed all the signs I gave

Live tomorrow, but I die today

I don't know if I feel the same

I don't know if you'll help me stay

I don't know if you'll help me stay

And I'm tired of it, but I ain't above it

Gotta love it

I just know I'ma die today

And I'm broke as a joke

Can't afford a coke or a rope

I don't know if you'll help me stay

'Cuz I hate my life and everything in it

I just feel like I'm not okay

'Cuz I hate my life and I wish I wasn't living it

I just feel like I'm not okay