Constantly Trying Lyrics

I'm constantly trying

Built myself up off hurt

Shit made my eyes bleed

Oh oh oh oh

Constantly crying

Soul is too alert

Wondered if i'm dying

Oh oh oh oh

I'm constantly trying

Built myself up off hurt

Shit made my eyes bleed

Oh oh oh

Constantly crying

Soul is too alert

Wondered if i'm dying

Oh oh oh

I'm to private you'd never know

All of my pain i never show

I'm so gifted i love to grow

Wont let my past hold me back oh No

I'm constantly trying

Built myself off hurt

Shit made my eyes bleed

Oh oh oh

Constantly crying

Soul is too alert

Wondered if i'm dying

Oh oh oh oh

I'm constantly trying

Built myself off hurt

Shit made my eyes bleed

Oh oh oh

Constantly crying

Soul is too alert

Wondered if i'm dying

Oh oh oh

Had to figure life out of my own

Don't have daddy's help no-more i'm grown

I guess now it's too each his own

Even though he left me with dumb planted in my dome

But i'm over it

I only want new shit

New life new whip

Money stacked up definite

I know i'm heaven sent

I stepped in so it's meant

I can't get over this

Now i won now they misss

I'm constantly trying

Built myself up off hurt

Shit made my eyes bleed

Oh oh oh oh

Constantly crying

Soul is too alert

Wondered if i'm dying

Oh oh oh oh

I'm constantly trying

Built myself up off hurt

Shit made my eyes bleed

Oh oh oh

Constantly crying

Soul is too alert

Wondered if i'm dying

Oh oh oh

As these years go by

The bigger grow my mind

but i seen you in my mind

but where are you in my life ?

Nowhere to be found

Happiness just drowned

How i can i even allow

You to slightly tear me down