Never ft. Ponce Lyrics

Sometimes I'm waiting for things that never happen

Things that'll never happen

But it's good to live with sorrow

Sometimes I think too much

Sometimes it's not enough

I might just give it up

Some way I'll make it up

They say it's a blessing but a curse

I wish I could turn it off I wish I could turn it off

I wish I was still in touch

Never been good at playing these games

Been in my room dreaming bout the things I'd say

I've been chilling on my own head banging

Thinking bout the times everything was great

Everyone's got things they got into

Mine was getting lit back home there was issues

Told me I was nothing something I'm used to

Had to show em off I don't mess with the tissues

I don't mess with the tissues had to run off run away from the issues

Never been that good at fighting against it

Stuck to me like glue everyday I continue

That's just how it is

I got a problem with burning my bridges

I'm on a chase for the green yeah the riches

I'm in a race and I won't fall out of this

Sometimes I'm waiting for things that'll never happen

Things that'll never happen

But it's good to live sorrow

Sometimes I think too much

Sometimes it's not enough

I might just give it up

Some way I'll make it up

Sometimes I wonder bout where you'll go when I die

I think I brought you around at the wrong time

I know that I say I'm fine but I know you know I'm damaged

And you know I don't ever cause panic

But I'm too old to not know what the plan is

But I know what I'd do when I'm famous

I will still give love to you you don't need payments

And I'll still stand up straight

But I don't know how Ima make it until Monday

Tell myself I'm strong but then again it's Sunday

I can't seem to smile it'll come back to me one day

They don't know me

They see me down and they don't know the whole story

Took me years to understand what they told me

Dreams they said that I could catch but instead they just sold me

And at 17 I almost took my own life

Looked at myself I couldn't take my own mind

Now I don't feel nothing when I look at a knife

My people don't know that they saved my whole life

I didn't wanna face it

But I knew I couldn't take it

And I know I go through phases

But I can never make it up