How It Made Us Lyrics

You know sometimes I really think

We got to take some time to reflect

On how things really made us the

Way we are today I really think that's

Crutial

Look what they did how they doubted you

Left you stucked on that curb speaking

Holistically from the heart now it's shaking

My nerves I'm really walking a thousand miles

From a place full of hurt They keep on saying

Stay fortified keep your head out the dirt

I keep on praying the sun will shine

Cutting the thickest darkness with this power

I might harness do or die motivation

Strength to lead a thousand nation when you

Cry tell me who gave a shoulder for you to lean

On analyze why these circles getting smaller

Than a period telling lies to the public masses

Out of empty feelings paralyzed up from head

To toe please do not speak on memories them were times

It was only love and zero fucking hatred I

Know I tried but I can't even say that they

My guys anymore we could have died but

Still we made it through the days of the cold

Don't give advice you still got damages to heal

On the low you rolled the Dice and picked

A side now we don't talk anymore

Speak on the truth and now let's tell the people

What really happened you brushed me off because

I really couldn't fit the vision you left my sister

With the kid and then you end up missing You

Texted me way back in February like I was

The enemy I was fighting demons back then

I hope you please forgive me I call for home

But you don't talk to me no more on the phone

Pent up aggression how your brother died

And we couldn't save him or thoughts about

Me and mom steady conspiring hatred damn

You got me fucked up you that shit could never

Be me but it's all though cause all a we a one

Family victims of trauma and how it made us

Came to defeat some turn to monster and hurt

The very sames ones that they feed 012 I touched

Down in a place they call the land of the free

They said you tough now I was only trying to

Stand on my feet and keep my head down and

Grind for all the things that I need but some how

Lost touch with a very different part of my being

I'm talking innocence like a child that made you

Trust certain fiends We burning incense for them

Guys who never want to us to be no more than lost

Souls at cross roads we can't be defeat I kid you

Not though this really how it made us to be victims

Of trauma hope that you overcome the defeat

Consuming pressure don't let it get you down on

Your knees all from a system that was never

Made for people like me I'm right there with yah

Cause nobody sending rescue

Uh heart throbbing fingers jabbing yearning

For nothing but the best the whole topic from

The beginning was the master the test get more

Comfort being Vigilant with the path that I take

Was never living just existing in the dreams

Of a fake I had to let go of certain ones who

Tried to stand in my way still on the en dz

Though even though they never mention my

Name see them through lens now and all the

Things that they represent now days they bench

Warm and plot on every move that you make

But I still I stay calm and pray that they don't

Lead me a stray bygones be bygones I fold

Em up and tucked em away then turn to rust

Now and watch them slowly disintegrate

Can you imagine just even for a second how I'm

Speaking holistically from the heart now it's shaking

My nerves I'm really walking a thousand miles

From a place full of hurt They keep on saying

Stay fortified keep your head out the dirt

I keep on praying the sun will shine

Cutting the thickest darkness wit h this power

I might harness do or die motivation

Strength to lead a thousand nation when you

Cry tell me who gave a shoulder for you to lean

On analyze why these circles getting smaller

Than a period telling lies to the public masses

Out of empty feelings paralyzed up from head

To toe please do not speak on memories them were times

It was only love and zero fucking hatred I

Know I tried but I can't even say that they

My guys anymore