Red Pill Blue Pill ft. Kingg Melanin Lyrics

Dawg you like my brother from another mother

I'd rather come to you

Than to converse with the others

Im fighting demons

Every night sleeping under covers

I bow my head to pray

But I don't feel that he love us

I ain't gone lie dog sometimes I feel the same way pain

Though the sun shines just know wee feel the same rain

Just know you knot the only one facing demons

On repeat playing PAC's 2who don't believe in

I grew up with a deacon I grew up with some heathens

I grew up with hypocrite who lie for no reason

But when they took my mamas when I started tweaking

Really started to question the shit that they been preaching

Not say l'm an atheist faith is shit I could lie but why I be faking this

I do right for some reason I don't understand

It's gotta be purpose something has a bigger plan

Oh a higher power

I'm optimistic

But that going to church shit don't miss it

Got a Muslim name

Whole family Christian

Raised with the Bible but a nigga still a misfit

If Jesus came back you know where he'd be

Probably in these streets with em

So even though at night im just staring at the ceiling

I'm nothing if I have nothing to believe in

You could choose the red pill

Or the blue pill

Either way it go the truth gone spill

What's it gonna be? What's it gonna be

Is it on you Is it on me on me

You could choose the red pill

Or the blue pill

Either way go the truth gone spill

What's it gonna be? What's it gonna be

Is it on you Is it on me on me

I admit sometimes I struggle when she got the bubble

I ain't never slipped but I know I stumbled

My whole life it's been something about trouble

Even though I seen it turne a castle into rubble

Gotta remind ya self

The grass ain't greener

That box ain't cleaner

She's probably meaner

I mean it's just a struggle

When you focus on the looks

Relationships about work

Fuck what they read in them books

I know the difference from the wrong and right thing

Something bout playing with temptation is enticing

Or Maybe it's the thrill of the chase so exciting

But I it's like running in a storm to catch lightning

But the results can be frightening

If the shoe was on the other foot Chest would be tightening

Throw away your love For some lil nice thing

A lifetime of pain Can come from a lil night fling

That's all facts I can get what you can't give back

Or one walking that thin line like you met yo match

I know I need to chill with my antics

Taking chances on the same floor the devil dances

That why you gotta reject them advances

These girls only worried bout dick and finances

I ain't blind I see them glances

But I ain't the perfect nigga dawg

I ain't got all the answers

You could choose the red pill

Or the blue pill

Either way it go the truth gone spill

What's it gonna be? What's it gonna be

Is it on you Is it on me on me

You could choose the red pill

Or the blue pill

Either way go the truth gone spill

What's it gonna be? What's it gonna be

Is it on you Is it on me on me

Now that we talking bro

I'm noticing some changes in you

Let's put it all on the table

get straight to the issue

If you dealing with sum

That hard to admit to

Just know that I'm right here

Going thru it with you

These walls closing in all I feel is the pressure

I know I'll never see a win all I feel is depression

I'm lonely hopeless and exhausted darkness is all I see

But all I do is smile I could never let them see

Hiding the pain behind a smile

Fucks with your mental

Especially if you feel no one knows what you been through

They'll tell you just pray

Like it's simple

But I been there

Having to take the barrel off your temple

I hide cause I don't even like what I'm witnessing

Staring in the mirror and my reflection is sickening

Never felt this weak with no way out

Ready to exit stage left let my life fade out

Suicide is always the easy way out

It hurts because some of my own family

Took the same route

But I'm your brother I can never let you lay out

Even if you don't like life's movie

Let it play out

Sometimes the way that life hit you gone get knocked down

But i gotta choose to keep fighting that was just 1 round

I felt I lost my purpose I need some form of clarity

Thanks for listening but it's time for some therapy

You could choose the red pill

Or the blue pill

Either way it go the truth gone spill

What's it gonna be? What's it gonna be

Is it on you Is it on me on me

You could choose the red pill

Or the blue pill

Either way go the truth gone spill

What's it gonna be? What's it gonna be

Is it on you Is it on me on me