These Days Lyrics

These days ain't what I thought

My innocence so lost

Done gave this thing my all

Take blame its all my fault

My confidants is these four walls

I'm begging they won't talk

These days aint what I thought

These days aint what I

Nigga get your mind right

Drinking life's lemons in the limelight

Something always shady when you shine bright

Was looking at the glass as half empty in my hindsight

It's a difference being timid and your time right

The message can get cryptic in your bloodline

Can't bare to see another lost

I hug mine

It's tension then I fall back like I trust mine

I look up in the sky and granny shining like a bussdown

Wish heaven had some visitation

I just need like one hour

I just need like one

I'll take a milli

Take a billi

Gotta get up out this city

All I'm hearing is Run, Forest. Run

For my thoughts I get pennies

Took the cash put the gas in a hemi

And so now I'm on the run

Ay

And I'll be gone until November like I'm Wyclef Jean

Got the blunt tucked in my left palm

Cause I need that when I'm less calm

Gotta right my wrongs

I bite my tongue

Gotta fight for something

I give forgiveness cause the price is none

I'm in my feelings that's the price of love

I can't feel it

Think my pride is numb

It's like I applied some ice too long

It all come out when the mic is on

I get to writing

I'm in crisis mode

I'm all dried out I can't cry no more

I led into the darkness while my eyes was closed

My head was a target

Niggas priced it wrong

Yet I keep going

Can't give up for no one

I go through my shit don't promote it

Somebody somewhere was hoping

I can't let them know

These days ain't what I thought

My innocence so lost

Done gave this thing my all

Take blame its all my fault

My confidants is these four walls

I'm begging they won't talk

These days aint what I thought

These days aint what I