Pain ft. Durand The Rapper Lyrics

So much pain

I pray yea i pray

So i can have a better day

Cuz im not doing okay

Yea

So much pain feels like ima suffocate

My breaths fading away

I pray so i can have a better day

Im really not okay

Why's it hard for me to concentrate

Ever single day im thinking bout my own Mistakes

Im running out in the rain cuz I'm feeling Drained

I lost faith i wasn't proud cuz all i did was Complain

So when you wake up with alot of regret

Throughout the day you try to do your best to Not feel upset

Like your last break up that you can't forget

You be having flash backs and anxiety attacks When you go to bed

I fell in a trap this is why i haven't slept

But i wont collapse cuz this the only path that I've kept

I've been sad cuz it feels like im the biggest Threat

To everybody's heart soul and mindset

I wish i can fly away

You dont see the pain in me everyday

You don't understand what im tryna say, im Tryna say

I got so many problems on my plate

All you ever see is a smile on my face

I don't ever show it, I bottle my rage inside of My cage

Yea I've been going through anxiety

I probably gotta cut off lot of people i don't Need

Like all this toxic air inside my lungs that i Won't breathe

Yea honestly my problems keep on bottling

Inside of me

Yea now they got me talkin bout psychology

And if you wasn't there for me

I wont be there to respond to your apologies

Me and you ain't got the same precise equality

Ima be ahead to succeed at a high velocity

Its the pain that can take away

Your breath today and make you go insane

I got alot on my plate this is why im awake

Holding so much weight yea my body aches

Dont lose yourself or your heart or faith

I just wana escape all of my mistakes

But i gotta change for my own sake

So don't be afraid cuz everything's gonna be ok

I got so many problems i don't know how to Start

Too much is goin on in my brain my mind is Dark

I feel like layin in bed all day i can't find the Heart

When you ain't got nothin to look forward to Its kinda hard

My mind state moves how it chooses

Anxiety and all these panic attacks be so Ruthless

Makin me feel like im useless my soul has Bruises

Im really hurtin hope you don't think im makin Excuses

Chest pains, sweaty palms and weak legs

All these doctors keep tell me that i need meds

I never listen to what he or she says

Told em i ain't takin em i just want a clean head

I don't wanna go through life walkin round like a zombie

Slurred words people thinkin im speakin in Gondi

Supposed to be the KING but im feeling like Bronny

Wish i could take the pain away from drinkin Dasani

I got so many issues i don't know what to do

So hard to cope with everything that im goin Through

This life is gettin to me i really want somethin New

I feel like ima lose it if somethin dont happen Soon

So many demons talkin to me when im at home

They dont listen to me i tell em leave me alone

Talkin to God does he hear me dont even know

Lord if you hear me when i die protect my soul

I wish i can fly away

You dont see the pain in me everyday

You don't understand what im tryna say, im Tryna say

I got so many problems on my plate

All you ever see is a smile on my face

I don't ever show it, I bottle my rage inside of My cage