Umbrella Lyrics

Yeah, even though I try to crack a smile, shit never gets better

Left a lot of demons behind, but they still won't let up

Yeah, I can feel a storm on the rise, I don't worry about the weather

Cause even when it rains, I don't hide, I just get an umbrella

They used to always make me out to be the problem

That's how you turn a young boy into a monster

Like how you got a daddy looking for a father

Running hella wild through the avenue of Conklin

That's in Jersey, don't get it confused

We had to move, I ain't really have an option

I couldn't stomach the news, that's when I realized

When you are a child, you are basically a hostage

Shout out to my mama,

Tryna save us from the wolves and piranhas

But anywhere you go, it's gonna be drama

You can end up dead or in prison, gotta talk to your honor

They say every year of life is a blessing

Then why everyday I'm dealing with stresses

Like how my only eight with depression, imitated happiness,

I ain't really good with impressions

Where do I start, I got into art

Cause you ain't gotta be yourself if you play a part

But when the script get ripped up

You can't remember lines and your lines get mixed up

You join the military then your bags get picked up

Yo ass get shipped up and life get flipped up

Side down, had you sign a contract so you tied down

If somebody that you care about dies now

They will keep you on deployment like you mine now

They won't let you fly down

Yeah, even though I try to crack a smile

Shit never gets better

Left a lot of demons behind but they still won't let up

Yeah, I can feel a storm on the rise

I don't worry about the weather

Cause even when it rains I don't hide, I just get an umbrella

Back then I didn't care what I jeopardized

Every choice that I made got weaponized

Down to deal with the shame long as I catch a vibe

Looked in the mirror and saw someone I ain't recognize

Like who that, couldn't predict the forecast

Discharged but still living on warpath

No commitments or promises, I get bored fast

Yeah, a hard head make a sore ass

Staring at the ceiling, where you at God

Feeling like my prayers on backlog

Soon as he hear my voice mail, I'll be back dog

Devil caught me slipping, gotta get these damn traps off

And everybody so damn selfish, if they had the chance

They probably wouldn't help they self get better

The temptation of women, power and dividends

Giving in, it's a crazy world that we living in

She want me but my ego way too big to fit it in

Gotta eat your wheaties and take all your vitamins

I'm a lot to deal with, I stepped in

With a lot of luggage, you ready to pay for check in

Yeah, cause it always cost you

If they still be running the streets, they gone cross you

Bet you when they bringing the heat, you get caught too

Friendly fire on, it's the closest that'll off you

Play with fire and the shit might scorch you

My brain speaking like remember what I taught you

Give applause to all the people trying to support you

If it don't mean nothing to you, I think it ought to

Cause everything got a silver lining

Sometimes you gotta search to find it

Focus on the words, I ain't gotta be the first to chime in

Execute it with the perfect timing

It's a storm coming

Even though I try to crack a smile, shit never gets better

Left a lot of demons behind but they still won't let up

I can feel a storm on the rise, I don't worry about the weather

Cause even when it rains, I don't hide, I just get an umbrella

Even though I try to crack a smile, shit never gets better

Left a lot of demons behind but they still won't let up

I can feel a storm on the rise, I don't worry about the weather

Cause even when it rains, I don't hide, I just get an umbrella