Ironic Lyrics

Isn't it ironic how I thought you were the best for me but I feel better with you off my mind?

Isn't it ironic how I thought you would invest in me but really you just made it so I think I wanna die?

Isn't it ironic how I thought that I was blessed to be your partner when I'm just part of your never-ending line?

Wait

Isn't it ironic how you thought you knew the rest of me but couldn't even tell why I was messed up inside?

I can't provide for the price of your love

It got me craving suicide knowing I ain't enough

You got me swallowing my pride, tryna last with you for one more month

Baby, this is what it sounds like when doves cry

When love dies

To untie me I slide the knife

Cut ropes that bind me by my wrists with deeper scars every night

I never wanted any part of this life

I only wanted your love

Still don't know what you wanted me to provide

I only wish I could've gave you that

Cause every night these thoughts invade my brain and they attack

Still terrified that you'll forget me when it fades to black

Still terrified because I think that I'd still take you back

I'd still take you back

Everything I ever did or said was out of love for you

All the secrets, blood, and tears I shed still weren't enough for you

Cause I'm accessory to subterfuge

Trusted living under you but now I'm stuck below and so I

I don't really go outside

I just dig a hole online that I can't get out

Working all this overtime

But I won't earn another dime

No, I

I don't really go outside

I just dig a hole online that I can't get out

I don't really go outside

I don't really go outside

All these concepts in my mind

Feel depressed and then I turn it into rhymes

Cause you're no longer on my timeline

Tried drowning pain in the grind

But I'm still stuck inside my room

I'm drowning change in the grime

Because I

I don't really go outside

I just dig a hole online that I can't get out

Working all this overtime

But I know that she won't be mine

Isn't it ironic how I thought you knew the problems that consumed me when these problems trailed back to you not knowing me at all

Isn't it ironic how I thought you're speaking truly when you proved to me that you would never catch me when I fall

No

Isn't it ironic after all the times you screwed me, when I'm down you're still the first one that I ever think to call

I'll move on when I leave in the fall

I promise you I'll move on and then you'll really lose me once and for all

I hope that hurting me was worth it

Back when I was something to you I thought you were perfect

Wait

Now I'm all alone and don't deserve it

Desperate to hold on but you're relentless with your current

Drowning and I have no one to pull me to the surface

Is there water in my lungs why can't you hear the way I'm hurtin'?

Thought your love was priceless but you're serving as a merchant

Now I've fallen victim to your unconcerning curses

It wasn't worth it

I don't really go outside anymore

Cause everything I see outdoors

Is a reminder of you

Can't get you out of my head

Wish my dream never came true

Of being the one in your bed

Cause it was all lies and heartbreak

From the first date to the last

And we ain't made to move on fast

Sink or swim

I resigned to drown in the past

It wasn't worth it

Regrets consuming you more and more every day

There is no returning to the way things were

Your fate is sealed