Fighting the way I feel

It's haunting how strong it feels

It's lovely, but it was never real

Desperate to feel your touch

Pathetic, the shameful lust

The magic, it was never real

And I'll spend the rest of my life on wondering

If I turn back the time, would I even know why?

That's just how I feel to something that was never real

Lying to myself that

crying could ever help

I'm trying to think of someone else

My mind, please forget those kind eyes

The way they give you butterflies

Yeah, they were never real

And I'll spend the rest of my life on wondering

If I turn back the time, would I even know why?

That's just how I feel to something that was never real

(Never real)

(Never real)

(Never real)

(Never real)

(Never real)

(Never real)

Fighting the way I feel

It's haunting how strong it feels

It's lovely, but it was never real

Desperate to feel your touch

Pathetic, the shameful lust

The magic, it was never real

And I'll spend the rest of my life on wondering

If I turn back the time, would I even know why

Why you left me here to feel something that was never real

(Never real)

(Never real)