Look Alive Lyrics

Heart just got torn apart, my mind fractured I can't even think straight, so confused I'm feeling numb

Don't even know how to continue, no coins left in this arcade

Memory flooded with flashbacks, I can't sleep, I can't breathe

Tears falling down my face, thinking back to the good times

And I try to crack a smile, but the frown quickly comes

Man I think I'm fucking done, on my knees, hands on my face

Screaming to the sky, like why, why, why, why

I might look alive, but inside I died long ago

Long ago, I died on the inside

I might try to hide it, but I can't fight it anymore

I can't fight it anymore

Jumping fucking lanes in traffic, just to feel something

Nearly fucking crashing, every single day I'm past it

Sitting in last place, I just can't face the past or my future

I'm not fucking present right now, too high to focus

Stoned to the bone, sitting in my plastic throne

Pretending everything's okay, ay, my world's burning down

And I can't find no water, yet I'm still drowning ugh

Realest shit I ever wrote, use that as your fucking bio

Almost time to end the show, but listen to me closely

When I say the show must go on

This is my never ending nightmare, I just hope I find a way out

Hoping Freddy Krueger can't hold a tight grip any longer

Cause I'm starting to fall asleep, someone wake me up please

I might look alive, but inside I died long ago

Long ago, I died on the inside

I might try to hide it, but I can't fight it anymore

I can't fight it anymore

Finding it hard to get by, living life like tomorrow's promised

I ain't doing fuck all to be honest, just writing my songs and barely getting by

I just wanna get so insanely high to forget all my hurt

Feels like my face is being pushed down in the dirt

Like why God, if you're even fucking out there

I've lost all faith walking alone down this path

So many forks in this road, which one do I choose

Fighting my demons, aka Hell's Angels

And ain't no heaven anywhere in my life

So much strife, I might just end it all

Guess I'll just have to wait until my next life to make it right

Guess I'll have to wait to make it right

I might look alive, but inside I died long ago

Long ago, I died on the inside

I might try to hide it, but I can't fight it anymore

I can't fight it anymore

I might look alive, but inside I died long ago

Long ago, I died on the inside

I might try to hide it, but I can't fight it anymore

I can't fight it anymore