yelling inside Lyrics

It's like a nightmare that I can't escape

Every memory of you Dad I try to recreate

But the cancer came took you away so fast

Left me shattered and now I'm picking up the broken glass

I'm screaming inside wearing a mask

Tryna hold it together but it's a tough task

Feel like I'm drowning in this pain I can't breathe

Wishing I could turn back time just to retrieve

The moments we shared the laughter and tears

Now all I'm left with is this void of fears

I'm lost in this darkness trying to find the light

Now you're gone vanished from sight

Inside I'm yelling but the silence screams

Your absence haunting shattering dreams

In the echo of loss I search for reprieve

But your memory's a storm I struggle to leave

I remember the days when you held my hand

Guided me through life helped me understand

I try to hold it together put on a brave face

But inside I'm crumbling losing pace

I miss your voice your comforting embrace

Your absence leaves me this unbearable space

I try to cope try to carry on

But without you here it feels so wrong

I'm angry at the world at fate, at God

For taking you away leaving me flawed

But in the midst of this pain I find strength

To honor your memory go to any length

Inside I'm yelling but the silence screams

Your absence haunting shattering dreams

In the echo of loss I search for reprieve

But your memory's a storm I struggle to leave

In the echoes of my screams your voice I'll find

Carrying me through the darkness of my mind

Though you're gone your spirit will abide

In the depths of my soul forever beside

Inside I'm yelling but the silence screams

Your absence haunting shattering dreams

In the echo of loss I search for reprieve

But your memory's a storm I struggle to leave

I struggle to leave

I struggle to leave

I struggle to leave