eight away Lyrics

I am a phone call, or like eight away

I'm in my room a lot, I'm letting myself rot

Shit, I'm avoidant, shallow, I'm ghosting my friends

I don't want to admit I am depressed

I'm home, hiding and dodging, I like to pretend

That I'm aloof, not just super stupid sad

I wish I didn't stay inside my bed all day

I gotta get real, reach out and show that I care

I'm out of excuses, ruses, but candidly I'm scared

I'm shy or something like that, I'm not at my best

I want to impress you, that's my honest truth

Hey Em, I miss you a lot. Give me a call whenever you have a chance

I know today and tomorrow are going to be kind of crazy for me, but yeah, just shoot me a call

I'll do my best to answer

Alright, love you

I'm stressed, moping and fretting all over some texts

I'm tired, anxious and in pain, I leave you all on read

I hope to see you soon, until then here's this tune

It's nothing against you, I think I'm a recluse

Or maybe it's a mood

There's not much I can say, I'm in my own damn way