afterthought Lyrics

Oh yeah the monsters won't go

And yeah my windows won't close

Everything's rushing to my head and it wont go

And I'm walking on a tight rope

While the devils waiting down below

And he screams out only 50 years to go

Stumbling again

Lost in the pills I've been

Crumbling again

Blown in the wind

Learning to mend

Breaking to bend I've been

Wrestling with friends

Broken again

Can't make my own decisions

I don't know my own intentions

Look at the picture I miss him

Wish I could go back in time

When I had all conviction

And there was no friction

You could see the tension

Of me shooting for the stars but now I'm

Stumbling again

Lost in the pills I've been

Crumbling again

Blown in the wind

Learning to mend

Breaking to bend I've been

Wrestling with friends

Broken again

I was just an afterthought

Dream so big an astronaut

Did I ruin this or not

I was just an afterthought

Tie my laces in a knot (Stumbling again)

Got tied up within this plot

Leave my flowers out to rot (Lost in the pills I've been)

The sunflowers that I bought (Crumbling again)

My heart feels like it's been shot

Feels like a sickness that I caught (Blown in the wind)

Ask you out to a restaurant (Learning to mend)

Cry to myself in the parking lot

Just say I was smoking pot (Breaking to bend I've been)

All bad habits that I taught (Wrestling with friends)

All the demons that I fought

Just to see those are the ones I brought (Broken again)

I was just an afterthought

Dream so big an astronaut

Did I ruin this or not

I was just an afterthought

Dream so big an astronaut

Did I fuck up with this plot