PLACEHOLDER ft. .Vex Lyrics

I woke up with you crying on my shoulder

We fight like every October

I wonder if we ever get closer

But we could never get sober, damn

I could wait for you all night, darling

Couldn't keep a job when you always calling

Life is a trip when I'm done falling

for you

That's where it all came from

That's where it all begins

You throwing your tantrums

You faking we're friends

And you got all the answers

Or at least you pretend

I fell in love with an actress

When will the movie end

I love the thought of you loving me back

I know I'm a place, a placeholder

I know I'm a place,

a placeholder

Addicted to the thought of what was ours

But now just mine

I told you I was happy

Drowning secrets in a lie

Now I drink too much

My body's aching all the time

So I'll have another

Cause I'm missing you tonight

And I don't feel the sun no more

Just the numbing of my flesh

Abandon all the things I know

So I could get some rest

Tell me what you want from me

I'm giving you my best

Infatuated with the thought

Of getting you to love me back

I love the thought of you loving me back

I know I'm a place,

a placeholder

I know I'm a place,

a placeholder

I know I'm a place,

a placeholder

I know I'm a place,

a placeholder