Red Envelopes Lyrics

Yo

Orange lights hit my face

It's 3 in the morning and I'm writing letters for a girl that I love

Not sure if she does

Yo

Getting kinda cold out here

Do me bad I do badder

Or better you know we do both

Give me love

I sing out of it

You call it a minstrel

Them fall tears crystal

Slowly I don't care

Shawty I'm aware

you didn't wanna share

the love

But it's fine

Live life

Getting my hopes up

I'm tryna convince my self

That I'm good without you

It's a lie tho

No priority no more

It's a lie tho

Don't know how to get my mind right

Reach out

I'm tryna settle my thoughts now

Smile through the pain

They still notice

And I know this is the last time that we talk

We got each others back

Until you decide to rip my spinal cord out

I can't feel

I can't love no more

Im tired as hell

My eyes so heavy they wipe the floor

I needed you break my heart a last time

I don't really care no more

Fuck finding expirience

Heart travelled so far

I dont think it's ever gonna find the way back

Shatter at direct contact

My feelings fight combat with me

I'm fighting through this case

In disgrase

I don't know how to feel

Fuck

Build on experience

Trust in Gods hand

Mine are kinda cold now

They rough

My pen losing its touch

The red envolopes getting dusty

My voice losing its body

Break

Break

I lie in agony

Your body aches

I guess we do feel the same

It's no ones fault

'Cause theres no one to blame

Like bro don't remind me of no dumb red envolopes

Of no black pens that leak on to my hands and stain them for days

Like I understand I might have done to much

But I was trying to be perfect every single day throughout and that's no what you get

You don't get my mind

You don't get my pain

You don't get my thinking

You don't understand the situation that I'm in

I might need help

I'm battling with myself

I need someone by my side bro